tiffany leanne

aujourd'hui de mon vivant...

31 October 2004

happy halloween!!!!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!! yesterday was nice. and, eric was here, so it was even nicer!!!! we got up in the morning, and didnt do a whole lot. i ate some pizza. and, we went to the mall to get eric some white shorts to wear under his costume. theyre cute. and there were lots of little costumed children running around the mall getting candy from the employees. yay! eric ate subway for lunch, and i sat around looking at peoples costumes. fun times were had by all. we came home, and watched a movie..."the core." very interesting, so say the least.lol ashley cooked spaghetti for us for dinner. that was nice of her. it was good, but there were mushrooms in the sauce that needed to be disposed of...but, not onto my pants, eric!lol
we handed out candy to trick-or-treaters...the whole like 20 that came here. then, adam came over and we all got ready to go out. a house full of people who are running around in half costumes and yelling and stuff is definately fun...ny.lol it took a while for everybody to get all decked out. heres the costume run down: me-nurse; eric-insane patient; adam-doctor; hilary-heidi ho; dani-dorathy; ashley-clown. we were a cute group! we drove over to jess and leanne's house.
the party was...fun. i really have nothing to say about last night. i dont remember a whole lot of it. we drank. I DRANK MORE THAN ERIC!!! that was a first. and a last. last night was bad, guys. i didnt puke or anything...i just blacked out a good chunk of time. i remember most of the party; i remember yelling at a buncha people, and i remember laughing really hard at just about everything, and i remember crying about stuff. i dont remember several conversations that i obviously had, and i dont remember walking all the way home, and i dont remember getting ready for bed. wow. anyway, im sorry for anything weird that happened last night, and im sorry that i got that drunk. anyone who knows me, knows that i dont usually do that. eric, thank you soooo much for everything--not getting pissed off at me during the party for pushing stupid issues, taking me home!!!, and pretty much putting me in bed and dealing with all that last night involved. i dont remember a lot, but i do remember a lot that you might think i dont.
this morning, we got up. i wasnt the least bit hungover. why? i donno, but im glad. my skin felt all prickly though, and it hurt to take a shower. hmm. eric and i ate the stuffed shells that my mommy made me last weekend for lunch. they were yummy. we watched "the exorcist" with dani. the day wasnt very eventful, but i got to spend time with my favorite boy in the world, so it was great!:) we took a nap, and then eric had to go home. i was sad. i miss him already:( a whole lot. sigh.

costume fun!!!


dani, hilary, leanne, and me at the halloween party!!!! Posted by Hello

30 October 2004

frrrrriday!

TGIF!!! really--this was a long week. and, i went to every single class....as did adam, even his 8:30s. be proud! anyway, today was a jolly good day....well, the end of it.lol i woke up this morning feeling like shit. but, it happens. i didnt wear any makeup all day...weird!lol i went to class and stuff, then i went tanning. it was rainy and i wasnt in the best of moods. so, duh, i cleaned the house!!! yay! i cleaned, and cleaned, and cleaned. it was fun. seriously. then, i took a shower and got all squeaky clean myself. adam and i went over to the mountain lair and watched the mountaineer idol competition. and, i sat next to gavin degraw. if youve never heard of him, thats okay--i hadnt either. but, hes a singer and, ive heard, is semi-famous. so, if he ever is famous, dont forget that i sat by him!!! after that potentially-invigorating experiance, adam and i went to blockbuster to rent a movie. we rented "the day after tomorrow," and then went to walmart and bought "eternal sunshine of the spotless mind"--woohoo!!! we came back to the house. it was still raining. blah. we watched "the day after tomorrow" with hilary and ashley. it was, indeed, a blast.
eric gets off work at 12, and then hes driving down here for the weekend. im very excited!:) AND, he just called, and is bringing down dicarlos pizza for us! a boyfriend who comes with dicarlos--what more could i want?!

28 October 2004

pink day!

i was all pink today!:) i wore a pink shirt, and pink underwear, and pink earrings, and i painted my nails pink...and i had a pink bag!!! yay for pink! and, i wasnt tacky pink either; it was all exactly the same shade--its kinda pitiful that i have that many pink things and can match shades that closely. but, oh well; i like it, haha. so, i walked to class this morning with dani and jason. then, i went to linguistics. people are stupid...buti felt smart bc i understand everything, and i got to explain it to dumb people. snaps for me! after class, i went tanning. the ugly girl was working again. i ate lunch in the mountain lair with dani, adam, tommy, and another adam. we read the newspapers and i ate some chicken. it was a jolly good time. i had to go to 102 today, and that was...well, it was the normal english 102 time. boring, boring, boring. honestly, that class is so horrible its funny; shes a terrible teacher--the most passive person ive ever met, and the nobody in the whole class gives a shit about anything. she let us out early again...probably because we all just sit there and stare blankly at her while she writes on the board and whispers. oh well. i walked back to my house. there was a pair of disney princess pullups in the street. why? i took a nap when i got home, because i was dead tired. but then, SOMEBODY had to call my phone and make it ring and wake me up!:( oh well, it was a fun ringtone!:) adam and i went over to the law school to pick up his car, then we came back here and watched "aladdin"...id forgoten how funny the genie is!lol now, im sitting in my bedroom blogging. its still early, but i feel like doing it now, rather than waiting till late and/or forgetting about it. i think im going to walmart tonight to buy a white purse and white underwear for my halloween costume. that will be fun. alrighty, thats all for now, folks!

long day!

i went to philosophy this morning, where we received our tests back. um, i got a 55. that class is killing me. i might drop it jsut to slvage my gpa...id have like a 4.0 without that class! i think i have like a 70 average in there...and the worst part is that i really do try! contrary to the grades i mention on here, i really am a good student...i just talk about the bad grades bc they piss me off! anyway, then i went to american lit. boringness. we had a quiz in spanish...no me gusta espanol. i ate lunch with adam in the mt lair. that was fun:) then, i went tanning. at 4, i had to go to that english majors class. we talked about the business dept..go figure. i came home, and dani and i decided to go visit hilary at work and eat dinner at garfields. we went there, and that was fun. then, we shopped around the mall a bit. i bought a handy, dandy bag from american eagle that i can carry my books in. its waaay cute!!! we watched er(on tape!) later, and hilarys shoes finally got spray painted (dont ask!). anyway, thats about all that happened today. gnight, all.

27 October 2004

7 darn good months!!!!!!!

today was a day...a tuesday, to be exact. i woke up, got dressed, and waltzed off to class. we got our quizzes back in linguistics, and i got 11/10! yay for bonus points! and yay for me being linguistically gifted!lol after that, i ate some pizza for lunch with dani, hilary, and jess. we had some fun times...cross word puzzle!!! then, i went to english 102. i was bored out of my skull for 40 minutes, then she let us leave. honestly, i recall nothing from that class. its that phenomenon where people block out unpleasant memories--happens to me every tuesday and thursday! after that, i walked home. dani and i both hurried to get here before the trash man because we forgot to take it out...but, we were too late. too bad. i sat around in my room for a while, then they went to work. i watched "jerry maquire" and ate dinner. then, i washed dishes and saved jasper again. his bowl hadnt been cleaned since friday. thats pitiful. i dont mind dont it at all (i really like pets and stuff), but it pisses me off that nobody else ever does it. i didnt buy him, i didnt name him, i didnt want him...but i clean the tank, i feed him, and im the only reason hes not dead. oh well. i like jasper. after that, i worked on a certain little project for a while. that was fun. i bought some new pens in the bookstore today, yay! other than that, ive done nothing today. it was a very unproductive day. i tend to be very unproductive at times though, so it was all good:) my project was VERY producitve;) i think im going to go call my eric now. omg, how did i not already say this?!?! ...WEVE BEEN DATING FOR SEVEN MONTHS TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (darla thing!) ERIC, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

26 October 2004

new shower curtain day!

monday. i dislike mondays. but, today wasnt bad...for a monday, that is. i went to philosophy and was massacred by the big exam #3. we knew it was bad when she handed us the tests, and chelsea and i simply burst out laughing! that class kills me. american lit was the typical boring time; i sat around daydreaming...as usual. then, at the end of class, we listened to a recording of some poetry. it struck me as funny; i laughed, but nobody else did. spanish was spanishy. we went over store names...for a long, long time. very repetitive. lunch was fun. adam and i chatted and dined on some wonderful mccoys cuisine--chicken tenders and salad. after that, he headed off to class, and i went tanning. then, i went ran an errand. i dont think ive ever done that before...at least, ive never thought "hey, im running an errand." but, i did today. it was nice. i went to the store and bought hair spray, dental floss, and a pack of gum. quite an errand, eh? i crunched home in the leaves. its really pretty outside this fall:) and, i walked across the pleasant street bridge. its a nicer bridge than the other one...too bad i had to walk across it accompanied by several rowdy, obnoxious, noisy high schoolers. was i really like that just 2 years ago? im not going to brag or say that im matured...but, they were REALLY immature!lol anyway, i came home and that was that. i talked to people online for a long time. i worked on some stuff. i talked to people online some more. i ate pasta and watched a style show on tv. they shredded some girl's clothes. she was sad. i felt bad for her...but then they bought her all new clothes, and i liked them better, so it was all good. after that, i took a shower in the bathroom with our brand spankin' new shower curtain. its really pretty! then, i talked on the phone with my favorite person in the whole world...who, i might add, i will have been dating for 7 months tomorrow!!! yay!

25 October 2004

back to motown

once again, its sunday. well, i spent the night at bethany with eric again last night. too bad i went home this weekend, but didnt spend the night at my house either night. oh well, id rather be there with him:) this morning, we got up pretty late, and then we went to bob evans for breakfast...lunch...brunch...whatever...we went to bob evans to eat! it was good. then, we just went to my house and hung out for a bit. my family came home, and we had a pleasant little afternoon. eric finally had to leave and go to work:( but, i get to see him again on friday night, and thats not too long:) i sat around the house for a bit, then i packed up my stuff...not that there was too much to pack. i packed some candles though, so now my room here in morgantown smells really nice! and, my mom gave me a giant bowl of stuffed shells that she made and froze for me to bring back here. yay! she gave me a bag of apples too. double yay! so, adam and i drove back to morgantown...it took a long time. we wont mention the 30 minutes it took us to get onto the highway!lol anyway, here i am back in my own little bedroom on cobun avenue, typing away. fun times.
but seriously, this weekend really was a lot of fun! i got to spend a lot of time with eric, and that means a lot to me. i know that we do get to see each other every weekend, and it could be a lot worse, but those 5 days that i dont get to see him are soooo long! sometimes, its unbelievable that a week can be that long...but, it can! and, last week was! but, this past weekend was wonderful:) i got spend time with eric, and i got see katie. that was fun, because we never get to do anything. i was dead tired that night, and i guess i wasnt the most social person, but it was still nice to just rent a movie and hang out like old times! ...minus the maurice incident!lol

24 October 2004

cuteness!!!


heres a nice little picture of eric and i in his dorm room tonight!!!! Posted by Hello

23 October 2004

i love eric!

today was fun. last night was fun. i like being home...well, i like being in wheeling--ive only been home about 3 hours so far! last night, we got to home just in time for me to shower and stuff. and give the fuzz his little stuffed catnippy shark toy! yay! then, i got to see my eric! we went to applebees for dinner, then we came back to bethany and met andy and carla. then, we went to moundsville....fun times. we went to the penitentiary for the haunted tour. that was all good and well...until i had the shit scared out of me!!!!!!!!! and i screamed....i guess i just dont like those chainsaws! anyway, after that delightfully frightening time, we went and got dicarlos pizza....darla thing! people who leave the wheeling area for long periods of time go into dicarlos withdrawal...its a proven fact--i proved it!lol after the pizza, we came back to bethany and went to bed. this morning, we got up really late, then traveled to washington to eat lunch at my grandmas house! she fed us chili and showed us lots of family pictures. fun times were had by all. went home again. showered. got dressed. left with adam. picked up katie. went to the mall. walked around. rented movie at blockbuster. ate wendys food while watching "supersize me"--ironic!? then, we went to grecos and met eric when he finished work. eric and i went to kroger to buy contact solution and deodorant. we came back here to bethany....and i started this cute, purple blog while he showered. now, hes out of the shower, and im going to finish the blog. done.

22 October 2004

wheeling, here i come!

IM GOING HOME!!!!!!!! AND I GET TO SEE ERIC!!!!!!!!!!! AND THE FUZZ!!!!!!!! AND MY FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!! AND MY HOUSE!!!!!!!!!! AND THE REST OF WHEELING!!!!!!!!! i think this calls for 3 darla things...:)

LETS GO MOUNTAINEERS!!!!!!

football games make me happy! well, football games for the school that i attend(ed) make me really happy...other ones, i couldnt care less about. anyway, today was a game day, so thats fun! i went to philosophy this morning, and i had a quiz on morphology. i like linguistics, and the quiz was easy. after that class, i went to the mountain lair for lunch with dani and joe. we had a pleasant little meal together. then, hilary(being the bad influence, but wonderful roommate that she is) convinced me to skip english 102. but, i did go into the classroom and get my paper back...i just left after that. and i got 107% on the political paper....HELL YES!!!!!! i still hate the class, but maybe not quite as much now.lol instead of sitting through our classes, adam, hilary, and i went to the book exchange for some pregame shopping! i got a new yellow tshirt, a hat(yay!), and a wonderful blue, gold, and white scarf! its soooooooo cute! and, the hat looks really nice with...well, youll see someday! after we spent money, we all went tanning. tanning is nice. then, we walked home. we sat around for a while and stuff. later, we all went over to jasons house to pregame for a bit. we went to the game, and it was some fun times! i seriously loooove football...just my school though! anyway, wvu beat syracuse, woohoo!!!!! ...and they had fireworks at halftime...and i love fireworks, so darla thing for that! after the cold, cold game, adam and i walked back to jasons house. we drank for a while and hung out with lots of people. it was fun:) joe drove me home later. i called eric, and we talked for a bit. eric, i miss you sooooooooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!! ...but i get to see you tomorrow...and i cant wait!!!:)

21 October 2004

rain, rain, go away...

wednesday. that means that i had an extra class. so, i went to philosophy, but chelsea didnt show up. oh well, we got out early anyway. i went to american lit, and we had a poetry quiz. that was a hoot. in spanish, we looked at underwear ads...because everyone needs to know how to say bra in spanish, right? anyway, after that, i ate lunch with adam in the mt lair. japanese people were screaming and fencing. a sorority was sitting in a cage. i just ate a piece of pizza. it was good. i went tanning, then i went to english 199. a teacher actually showed up this week, so yay. and...he let us go early! i walked here in the rain, and i didnt use my umbrella bc i didnt feel like it. weird. then, hilary and i went to giant eagle. we bought some blue hair dye, string cheese, and some cherry pepto bismal. we came home, and i got to dye her hair. its very witchy--mostly black, but tinted blue in some lights. i like it. i dont think ill try it, but i like it on hilary.lol i talked to people online all night, then hilary made me some macaroni and cheese. i took a shower, then i wrote a blog. thats about where my night stands. love it.

20 October 2004

tuuuuuuuuuuesday!

today was tuesday. it rained. linguistics was fun. i walked home afterward, because i wanted to. i ate some chicken nuggets, then i walked back downtown for english 102. i detest english 102. she had all but 6 of the political papers graded. i was one of the six. blah. i came home, then we went to the mall. i got my hair trimmed. it was fun. the girl who did it said i look like britney spears....hehe. after that, i did a secret, fun thing! its cute, woohoo!:) now, im writing a spanish paper. spanishyness...ugh.

19 October 2004

scary night

today started out just like any other monday. i went to philosophy, where chelsea and i continued our tradition of sitting there doing nothing but talk about the illogicalness of philisophical logic. i went to american lit, where i paid little attention to the lecture and started making a list instead. the list is on the dl for now, but i got 73 things on it during that class alone! i went to spanish, where she passed out new progress reports because most of the class currently has a failing grade. i dont! maybe shell make it easier bc theyre all doing bad, then ill just quit trying and still get my a's!lol ...its not that hard though; i dont see how theyre all failing. oh well. after class, i went tanning. then, i walked home in a thunderstorm. that was no fun--and a bit scary. once i was safe and sound in my house, i continued working on that wonderful list;) after hilary got out of her lab, i went to dinner with her, dani, and adam. we went to garfields. then, i went and bought a buncha stuff. i got this waaaay cute pair of black dress shoes.(for $15!!!) and i got erics halloween costume...hehe! and i got a net to carry around jasper in. and i got some presents for the fuzz this weekend! oh, and i got something else that nobody in wheeling will know about until this weekend...wahaha!
well, after that little shopping escapade, we came back to my house and cleaned jaspers bowl. adam bought him a little friend. theyre cute. later, adam and i went over to bw3s to meet chelsea and another adam character. they ate; we watched...nice. then, we walked back to chelseas apartment(of course, stopping to spin around a light pole with an umbrella just like in "singin in the rain" and to toss pebbles at the nehas window) to watch "how clean is your house" and a buncha "reno 911." fun times were had by all! around 12:45am, i decided to go home. in the dark. walking. across morgantown. alone. I WILL NEVER, EVER DO THIS AGAIN!!! i called eric because i thought that if i were to die tonight, id like to do it knowing that id talked to him last. the walk down spruce street wasnt bad; there were a few drunk people coming back from shooters, but they werent scary. the pleasant street bridge was where i wasnt too eager to go. nevertheless, i went. there were 2 extremely drunk guys in the middle, who i had to pass. then, they followed me very closely almost all the way to the end of the bridge, whispering to each other. once i go to this side of the bridge, i was shaking and practically running--there arent too many lights right there. i went all the way up kingwood and walked clear down cobun to get home, just because its more lighted than clark. i was scared! and, i dont even think i realized how scared i was until i got back here and noticed that i was still shaking and wanted to cry! but, im safe and sound--no drunken, crazy men raped me, yay!

17 October 2004

my monotonous life

sunday, shmunday. eric went home this afternoon:( hmm, nothing else happened today. we slept really late. he left. i emailed my english 102 teacher (yes, the one that i hate), because we have a final draft due on tuesday of a paper that she hasnt bothered returning the rough drafts yet. i called my grandma. i miss her a lot:( after that, i watched "father of the bride part 2." funny movie...i wanna get married and have a baby. a cute baby. i dont wanna move to boston. and i dont want my mom to have any more babies. and i dont like dogs, especially mean ones.
anyway, im tired of watching tv. and im bored. i think ill go to class tomorrow!lol im eating a bagel for dinner. i ate a bagel for breakfast yesterday. im sick of bagels too. what a monotonous life i lead...good thing im so funny to liven everyone up, hehe!

i got a visitor!!!

today was a happy day. i woke up late, watched "sweet home alabama," ate a bagel, and took a shower. it was raining, and i was happy that i got to stay inside my cozy house...but i was also a bit bored...and i wanted to see eric. sooo, eric imed me and asked if i wanted to go on a date tonight. well, of course i want to go on a date tonight...with him! i told him so, and he came to morgantown! that cheered me up!:) it was still really cold and rainy and gross, but nasty weather cant damper me when eric comes to visit! we went to pargos for dinner, and the food was good. for all you people who say it isnt--it is. after dinner, we went to blockbuster for a stroll through the movie-laden shelves. there was nothing there that either of us had a particular craving to see, so we came home. we watched television with hilary for a while, then she went to bed. eric and i watched "father of the bride." its a fun movie. overall, the day was not the most fun-filled, exciting day in the world, but i was with the most fun-filled, exciting boy in the world, so i was happy:)

15 October 2004

fridayness!!!!!!

its friday, so today we salute you, mr constant-collar-putter-upper. you, bedecked in popped collar, teach us that we no longer have to live with a cold, back of the neck. sure, your pink alligator polo may look feminine to some, but not to the 17 other frat guys wearing the same thing at the bar. where others may see thoughtless fashion conformity, you preach a higher gospel. you preach of a world where its okay for a man to go tanning. you ask "why can't we wear make-up, and use shampoo with lavender essescence?" so crack open an ice-cold bud light, mr abercrombie (or is it fitch?), because we all know, when we really need a piece of gum, you might have one...in your man purse. hahaha!
well, yes, it is friday. class, class, class, blah, blah, blah, same ol', same ol'... not too much happened to me today; it was a kinda boring day. i walked to class, and on the way there, i decided that it was sorta really cold outside. and i didnt bring a coat. so, i was cold between all of my classes. then, i went tanning and got warm:) i came home and ate a cheese sandwhich and updated my windows xp. it took a really long time...i guess it was an important update that will save my pc and make it even more wonderful! after dani and hilary left for work, i cleaned the house. we rearranged the living room last night, and its cute now! then, i cleaned the kitchen and the bathroom today, so life is good at 512 cobun avenue...or at least clean. hmm, i dont think im going to go out tonight. i dont feel like it, and id rather sit here and be boring, yay! theres nothing else to say. i dont get to see eric this weekend...:(

14 October 2004

milk & cereal!!!

okay, heres the deal...the milk & cereal song is way funny! it was written by g love and special sauce, but was never officially released. last year, these two really funny guys from virginia tech made a video to go with it...http://www.ebaumsworld.com/milkandcereal.html watch it; its funny! a little later, some asian guys decided to copy the vtech guys and make their own...http://cal.dioxide.net/media/mandc/ an unofficial music video was created...http://www.rch-e.com/rche/milk.htm someone even created an animated verson...http://www.funtown.com/milkcereal/milk_and_cereal.swf and, then yoda had to make his own remake of the song...http://www.platious.com/milkcereal.html needless to say, the milk & cereal song has become famous across north american college campuses, and i hope you enjoy it! for more information (and proof that these guys were first!), go to http://www.vtsfinest.com/faq.htm i know of at least 2 other versions that i didnt put on here...what do you think of that? anyway, if you find more, tell me about them!!!

rain, rain, rain!

there are small children getting in a van outside my window right now. theyre cute. i think i want a small child. but i think i would also want a cage to put it in every once in a while, because it would get annoying sometimes when im trying to do things.
anyway, its thursday. and its been raining all day. i like rain today though, so it was nice. dani and i walked to class this morning without umbrellas because we were both in a pooey mood. we had a nice discussion on our way downtown, and, its weird; everyone has the exact same problems. weve all got different situations and different lives and different people, but weve ultimately all got the same exact problems! weird.... so, i got to linguistics and i was all wet. i was also late, because we walk slow. oh well. he hadnt done anything new yet, so i was all good. i learned some russian today. i forget it now. i would look, but my linguistics notebook got wet:( after that class, i went in the mountain lair for lunch. i had sabaros. anneliese was working again, woohoo! thats always cause for a good time.lol adam got out of class early and joined us in there too. then i left him to eat all by his lonesome, and i went to english 102...that class i hate. we discussed our final paper topics. i dont think she liked mine. maybe ill change it. i might do something concerning eating disorders; i did my junior research paper on that. its interesting, and theres a lotta stuff about it. i dont know yet. after class, i went tanning. then, i walked home. it was raining hard, and i got pretty soaked. but i like the sounds that shoes make when they splash in puddles. its fun. rain is supposed to good for your hair too, right? i donno, but its really soft now:) and i think that i like walking in the rain...as long as its not too cold, and i have nowhere important to go.
tonight, i think i will work on some spanish for a little bit. i hate spanish, but what must be done, must be done. later on, i donno. adam wants me to go to the fright farm with him, chelsea, and andrew. but, its raining, and i dont want to. er is on tonight, and we have 30 cans of miller light in our refridgerator...coincidence? um, no.

hmm...

wednesday. philosophy was nice. i still understand nothing at all...but chelsea and i have fun in that class anyway!lol i went to american lit, and, woohoo, we talked about some stories. i took a quiz in espanol, and we got an assignment for an essay. essay+me=good. essay+me+spanish=horrible. oh well, she shall see how that goes. i ate lunch with adam, then i went tanning. and, since it was wednesday, i had to go to english 199. we sat in the room for 15 minutes, and then we left. having a once a week class with a different teacher every week is nice; they tend to forget about us often. sooo, after that, i walked home in the rain. it was sad. and, ive discovered that carrying an umbrella across a bridge thats 200 feet above the water with traffic driving past you, isnt the most practical thing in the world. weird air currents are created. after i got home, dani and i had an interesting conversation....!!! later on, adam and i went to see "ladder 49"....really, really good movie!!! after the movie, i came home and wrote up my proposal for english 102 thats due tomorrow. its interesting. an entire research paper on love will be weird. itll be hard, but i can do it...whether i can do it at her standards or not is still up for debate. i dont like her.
now, im blogging. ive had a few conversations with people tonight. i dont really know what to think about any of them. and, yes, i will think; but, thats all i can say. i dont believe that you have any reason in the world to worry. nothing has changed. so what if i got a little information that i already kinda knew anyway? it doesnt matter. if thats what i wanted, thats what i would go for. does it look like i am? no. im happy with my life the way it is right now, and thats how it is. i love you.

13 October 2004

bad teachers need to die.

today was a sucky day. well, i guess it started out alright....hmm, no, it didnt. today was a bad day all around. i woke up this morning and i was still way tired. i didnt wanna get up, but i did anyway. it was 36 degrees outside. i detest coldness. anyway, i went to linguistics and got my midterm back. i got an a-. now, im not saying that an a- is bad, but i wanted an a+. i didnt get it:( then i went to meet with my advisor about scheduling for next semester. that was all good & well; i got my pin number, and i get to take another linguistics course in the spring...if i can fit it in there! after that, i had to climb all the way from stansbury to the mountain lair--a nice hike that includes almost all of the steps on the downtown campus. i went in the mountain lair, got some orange juice, and sat down with dani and joe. the orange juice was warm. i dont like warm orange juice. and joe was being stupid.
i went to english 102; english 102 should be one of my easiest classes, correct? yes, it should be, but, um, its not. first off, she decided that she wasnt going to teach today...oh wait, she hasnt taught anything yet this semester. so, as usual, we divided into groups and talked for 20 minutes. then, half of the class received their literary analysis papers back (the ones that she collected 2 weeks ago). the rest werent done being graded yet. lucky me, i got mine back...a whopping 70%...up 3 points from my 67% that i got on the rough draft. now, i fixed everything that she said to fix on the paper...WHY THE FUCK DO I HAVE A SEVENTY PERCENT?!?!?!?! and where is my political paper rough draft? the final drafts are due in 2 classes...and we dont have them back yet either! plus, ive got a proposal for my final paper thats due on thursday. she hasnt helped us a bit with what were supposed to be writing about or anything, but i guess i should be used to this by now:( im still pissed that she wont be giving me any feedback on my writing before everything else it due though! die.
after that class, i walked home really fast. prolly because i was pissed, but i donno. when i got here, i checked the mail, and there was a letter for me. yay! i opened it, and it was a lovely letter of rejection from the english department about the strum workshop. gee, thanks. just in case i hadnt noticed that i didnt get selected last week, im glad that they felt the need to send me letter to remind me! by this point, i was just in a shitty mood. the only thing left to do was eat a peanut butter sandwhich and watch muppet treasure island. so, thats exactly what i did. im not saying that it made me happy, but it put me in a better mood.lol tonight, i decided that my room smelled funky again(why?!), so i cleaned it. i wiped down just about everything in the room with lysol wipes, vaccumed, did laundry, took out the trash, and sprayed half a can of air freshener around. needless to say, its nicer in here now:) this is a nice, long blog; i hope you enjoyed reading me bitch about my day, haha. anyway, im done now.

11 October 2004

its monday again!

today was an absolutely gorgeous day! it was a bit chilly, nevertheless, it was nice. the leaves on the trees are really pretty too:) i went to philosophy this morning, and i got really lost again. i guess logic just isnt my thing. but after about 17 examples on the board, it started to click though...i might understand it a little now. we had a pop quiz in american lit, and i wasnt exactly ready for that, but it was only 4 points, so i suppose ill be okay. i turned in my character analysis, and thats 20% of my grade...it was better than the quiz!lol spanish was okay; we got out 20 minutes early. i went tanning, then i went to eat lunch with adam. i ate a chicken tender wrap and drank some apple juice, then adam told me that i drink like a pelican...i dont think ill eat with him anymore.lol i came home, and dani and i hung up our halloween lights on the front porch. theyre beautiful...but we cant plug them in yet. soooo, after hilary got done with class, we went to lowes to buy an extension cord. we ate dinner at mcdonalds too. the chicken selects really are good--theyre not lying in the commercials!:) now i think im going to stop writing this because im tired of doing it. goodbye.

10 October 2004

i cant clean fish bowls!!!!

and its sunday again. what tends to happen to me on sundays? eric leaves me:( but we had a really fun weekend together, so that was good:) last night was fun; we went to the kdr party. i thought it was gonna rain, but it didnt. there were lots and lots of people there, and i knew several of them, so that was jolly! a few minutes after eric and i left the party, hilary called me because she was locked out of the house. im glad we werent still at the party, because i wouldnt have heard my phone ring, and she wouldve been outside for quite a while! anyway, we got inside, and went to bed pretty soon afterwards. this morning was nice, but then eric had to leave for work. after he left, i didnt do too much. i ran the dishwasher because the sink was full of dirty dishes AGAIN!!! oh, and i cleaned jaspers bowl. jasper is really one lucky fish; he came very close to death this afternoon, and my quick wits saved him...hahaha!!! other than that heroic moment in my life, i did nothing but watch tv(theres nothing on to watch on sunday afternoon!), and start my character analysis paper for english 242. i really ought to finish that soon. eh, its not even 5:30 yet though...i have until 11:00 tomorrow morning!lol

09 October 2004

off to the kdr party!!!

elkins was a regular ol' knee-slappin' good time. eric and i drove down to his grandmas house last night, where we met up with his dad and sister. we had dinner, then kayla, eric, and i went to the famous elkins forest festival. the forest festival is a place where lots of scary elkins folk gather to ride squeaky rides, eat greasy food, play rigged carnival games, and watch 3 hour long parades. anyway, the three of us rode a few rides, then we walked around for awhile. eric and i got a beautiful caricature drawn of us...lol when it got dark, we walked back to their grandmother's house. we were there for a few minutes, then eric and i drove back downtown to get pizza. the pizza place was, i think, the elkins equivalent of wheeling's dicarlos--scary and dirty, but the natives love it, haha! anyway, we had to run across the street during the parade to get to the place...they were having a fire engine parade. not a few fire engines at the beginning of a parade; an entire parade of fire engines from across the state--really loud, and weird...but the parade thing gets weirder tomorrow. after we brought the pizza back to the house, we ate it and sat around talking for a bit. eric and i took a walk a little later that night, and it was nice. i like elkins. sleeping was sorta weird just because i was in a strange house and a strange bed. nevertheless, i slept. this morning, we got up and sat around watching television for a few minutes. a nice movie with a psychotic kid whos hand was killing people was on. then we left. i walked downtown with eric, kayla, and their dad. we walked around the festival some more and looked at exhibits. eric and i went to a very elkinsy restaurant for lunch. i forget the name of it...sigh. the host was an almost too gay to function guy, there were gnats flying around inside, and they misspelled most of the words on the comment card. but, the food wasnt too bad. we went back to his grandmother's house after lunch. most of the people downtown had gathered along the street to watch the log truck parade at that point. we hung around the house for a bit and watched er for a while. then, we ate supper. after dinner, eric and i headed back to morgantown. thoughts on elkins: its not what im used to, but i had fun and liked it; its a quaint little town, and im glad i went:) back in motown: i took a shower, and now im getting ready to go out. i believe that were going to make our way up to the the kappa delta rho party tonight, soooo we shall see how that goes! ttfn, blog readers!!!

08 October 2004

off to elkins!!!

im leaving to go to elkins in few minutes. eric and i are going down to stay with his grandma and go to a big festival thing. im not exactly sure what im getting myself into...but it should be fun anyway! today was nice. i didnt go to classes...oops. well, i didnt have philosophy, then we werent doing anything in either american lit or spanish. i havent missed any other classes, so i stayed here and took a shower!:) this is a bit short, but i have nothing else to write about right now, so i think ill end it and go finish getting ready. adios!

happy birthday, matthew!!!

today is october 7th. coincidently, it is also my brothers birthday. he is 11...i think. anyway, hes in 7th grade. i called the house to talk to him, but nobody answered the phone; i sang "happy birthday" to the answering machine. haha, it was fun. anyway, i had a nice day today. i took a linguistics midterm this morning. it was easy; linguistics is my bitch!;) i got done early, and i went tanning, then i ate lunch in the mountain lair with joseph. that was a hoot. we turned in our political papers in english 102. mine was really good!:) ...i think. i came home, and landlord was here with a heater man....SO WE HAVE HEAT NOW!!!! darla thing for indoor heat! adam and i went off on another halloween costume hunt tonight, and i bought pointy red shoes. theyre beautiful. upon our return to my (warm) house, adam cleaned jaspers tank. snaps for adam! okay, im done blogging for the night.

06 October 2004

im rambling again

i ought to be working on my english 102 political paper, but i feel a blog coming on. the paper can wait a bit. so, today was pretty much a typical wednesday. i woke up, got dressed, went to philosophy class, and got confused in philosophy class. then i went to american lit and wondered about the professors sanity for 50 minutes. spanish was...you guessed it...spanishy! but we got out a few minutes early!:) adam and i went tanning, then i ditched him for lunch and went to the library. i got 2 books on prenatal testing and the ethics of that sort of thing. and the librarian was really nice to me:) then i came home. its still approximately 60 degrees in here during the daytime (lower after dark!!!), and the landlord has determined that the heater is broken:( anyway, that should be fixed within the next few days....otherwise, im gonna start burning the furniture for heat!!! i havent done a whole lot tonight besides work on this paper. im highlighting and making notecards and everything that mrs moore taught me...shed be so proud! well, except for the procrastination part!lol dani and hilary went to the mall while i was working, and hilary got her halloween costume too! soooo...when they got home, we all put our costumes on and stood around the living room for a bit. ...then it got too damn cold, and we all had to go change!!! anyway, were all adorably cute; everyone will be insanely jealous on halloween!;) okay, enough bloggyness for one night; i need to work on my english paper!

tuesday=coldness

today was cold. colD. cOld. coLd. Cold. COLD!!!!!!!!!!! and dloc. i went to linguistics and took a quiz. i am the linguisitics queen. be jealous. then, i went to the mountain lair, and hilary brought me lunch. only the best of roommates would pack you a lunch....ie-russel would never, ever bring adam a lunch. anyway, then i went to english 102 and we discussed our political papers. mine is about the ethics of prenatal testing. is it ethical or not? leave your thoughts...maybe ill quote you in my paper!;) after class, i walked home in the coldness. it was even too cold for the ladies on the porch on clark street. oh wait, one died yesterday...i forgot. anyway, we went shopping for halloween costumes tonight, and that was fun! i believe that we have ditched the pirate idea, and now im gonna be a nurse! i really like the nurse thing...prolly just bc i used to wanna be a nurse, and now i get to play dress-up without having to go to school and do all of the work, haha! anyway, im really excited now...and i still have to wait 4 weeks...sigh. well, i think im going to go off and shower myself now. tahtah!

04 October 2004

monday...pooey

monday, monday, monday...die. philosophy-->boring. american lit-->boring. spanish-->boring. but, i forgot to pick up a newspaper this morning, and then i found one on my seat in every single class today. isnt that weird? it was. i went tanning after class. that was the usual splendid experience. it was really hot in there today(its usually cold!), but that was okay bc it was FREEZING outside!!! hmm...what else? i ate lunch in the mountain lair with adam. that was nice...if you call eating anything with a lying faggot "nice." anyway, i walked home, and it was a really, really, really pretty day! a little too cold for my liking, but youll have that...for about 9 months of the year. the leaves are falling on the sidewalks, and they crunch when you walk on them. i like that. scuffling in leaves is fun!:) but, those old ladies werent on their porch on 440 clark street today. that was kinda disappointing...i guess they died. or at least one of them. oh well, they were nice while they lasted. i have a linguistics quiz tomorrow, and im going to watch a movie on lifetime at 9:00, so i think im going to go study for a little bit. lata, bloggers!!!!!!!

03 October 2004

revelations...

sunday. woohoo. so eric had to leave me and go to work today:( but, i thought i wasnt going to get to see him at all this weekend, so im still pretty happy!:) after he left, i ran to the mall w/ adam to return some jeans, then we went krogering. i must say, adam buys a lot of food...haha! anyway, i came back here and read my american lit homework bc we have a quiz tomorrow. i dont like henry james any longer; hes too confusing. oh well, i read it, and the quizzes are normally easy, so i guess its all good. hmm, i think i pulled a muscle in my little toe. isnt that weird? it hurts really badly:(
so, how much can one person really influence my life? how long does it take for somebody to be a "permanent" part of me? anyway, it was weird today bc i was sitting on my bed reading that stupid story for lit, thinking about everything else on earth(which i tend to do when im reading something boring!). and, all of the sudden, it hit me...i honestly cant even imagine myself right now without eric! is that weird? i mean, weve only been dating for a little over 6 months now. before that, i knew him like 2 and a half years? i think so. anyway, my being with eric feels like im exactly where im supposed to be. we dont get to see each other as much anymore; were over an hour away from each other at least 5 nights out of the week, and the phone is the best weve got, but still. nothing has changed(except that i miss him like crazy!!!). i cant even imagine being with(or, honestly, even liking) anyone else in the world! i know these are the kinds of things that you just kinda assume, or dont think about....but ive thought about it. eric, i think youre one of the best things thats ever happened to me, and, whether you know it or not, youve really had a huge impact on my life (definately during the last 6 months, but even before that too...)! thank you sooooo much for everything youve given me, and...I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

surprise...almost!!!

weekends are the shit!!!! um, yes. so, this morning, i woke up, and was informed that eric was not going to be able to come to morgantown and visit like he had planned. i was really disappointed, but, hey, he cant be driving all the way down here every single weekend!...:( lol anyway, i figured that id just sit around the house and be bored all day (the roomies were both at work). so, i watched the vtech game...and wvu lost. then, for a lack of anything better to do, i washed dishes and vaccumed my bedroom. the whole time, id been kinda talking to eric online and/or on the phone. he was being a little weird, but...its eric! anyway, when he randomly disappeared (after making a few comments...), i decided that he was, indeed, coming to visit me tonight!:) i didnt wanna assume anything and just end up even more disappointed later, so i snooped around and talked to his friends a bit, then i called his cell. he was in the car "on his way to st clairsville." ya, sure. i kept poking around, and he finally admitted that he was almost here!:) so, ERIC CAME TO SEE ME TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!! (and im really, really, really glad you came!!!!:) we didnt do anything too incredibly thrilling tonight, but seeing eric was enough to make me happy for a while! we went out and met up w/adam for a while, then we walked around motown and hung out on street corners for a while. we stopped in the mt lair to see trina(teehee!) and get some popcorn!lol anyway, we finally came back to my house and ate cheesesticks and watched some television. it wasnt the most exciting day in the world...but eric driving down here made it a hell of a lot more exciting!!!:)

01 October 2004

tgif!!!

today was interesting. first, i overslept, and eric called me to wake me up...isnt he a nice boyfriend? :) philosophy was the usual philisophical time of my life. american lit was fun. we discussed henry james' work, which my professor hates; i like it! the two of us dont get along very well, but he gives me a's, so its all good. spanish class was, again, spanishy...and you know what i think of that. after class, i went tanning, then i walked home very slowly. im not sure why i was so slow, but i was. those little, old ladies on clark street were on their porch again. i see them sitting on their porch swing and reading every single afternoon. no matter what time it is, theyre outside on the porch swing. they make me smile :)
today is october 1st. what a bittersweet day in 2004. its going to get cold soon (it sure as hell wasnt cold today, though!). in a few days it will be autumn, which will bring all sorts of fun things...like football games, coloured leaves, pumpkins, apple cider, halloween, crispy cool air, and thanksgiving! i like fall. but i hate winter. and fall leads to winter. therefore i hate fall. okay, well thats the end of that. i think i want to go to subway for supper later. that would be fun. right now, i think ill go start homework so i dont have to do it sunday night...arent i a wonderful student?