revelations...

sunday. woohoo. so eric had to leave me and go to work today:( but, i thought i wasnt going to get to see him at all this weekend, so im still pretty happy!:) after he left, i ran to the mall w/ adam to return some jeans, then we went krogering. i must say, adam buys a lot of food...haha! anyway, i came back here and read my american lit homework bc we have a quiz tomorrow. i dont like henry james any longer; hes too confusing. oh well, i read it, and the quizzes are normally easy, so i guess its all good. hmm, i think i pulled a muscle in my little toe. isnt that weird? it hurts really badly:(
so, how much can one person really influence my life? how long does it take for somebody to be a "permanent" part of me? anyway, it was weird today bc i was sitting on my bed reading that stupid story for lit, thinking about everything else on earth(which i tend to do when im reading something boring!). and, all of the sudden, it hit me...i honestly cant even imagine myself right now without eric! is that weird? i mean, weve only been dating for a little over 6 months now. before that, i knew him like 2 and a half years? i think so. anyway, my being with eric feels like im exactly where im supposed to be. we dont get to see each other as much anymore; were over an hour away from each other at least 5 nights out of the week, and the phone is the best weve got, but still. nothing has changed(except that i miss him like crazy!!!). i cant even imagine being with(or, honestly, even liking) anyone else in the world! i know these are the kinds of things that you just kinda assume, or dont think about....but ive thought about it. eric, i think youre one of the best things thats ever happened to me, and, whether you know it or not, youve really had a huge impact on my life (definately during the last 6 months, but even before that too...)! thank you sooooo much for everything youve given me, and...I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!