look, i'm bored again

? ? ? C U R R E N T ? ? ?
Clothes: jeans and a morgantown shirt
Hair: brown
Music: it's not in english!!!!
Make-up: prolly not much left
Annoyance: people
Smell: outside--it smells nice bc my door is opened...it's still 68 degrees!!!
Desktop picture: london
Book you're reading: greenblatt's "hamlet in purgatory"
CD in player: jason mraz
DVD in player: "sex & the city"
?? ? ? L A S T P E R S O N ? ? ?
You hugged: i donno
You IMed: eric
You yelled at: i hate yelling.
You kissed: eric
? ? ? A R E Y O U ? ? ?
Understanding: i try to be
Open-minded: sometimes
Arrogant: on occasion
Insecure: often
Random: more than most understand
Hungry: no
Moody: i can be
Hard working: depends on the work
Organized: yes
Shy: i can be
Difficult: sometimes...
Attractive: to some people, i suppose
Obsessed: i hope not
Angry: it usually blows over pretty quickly
Sad: sometimes
Happy: most of the time
Hyper: not at the moment
Trusting: usually
? ? ? W H O D O Y O U W A N N A ? ? ?
Kill: hmm...nobody.
Slap: no one right now
Get high with: i don't want to get high
Talk to offline: i'd kinda like to talk to someone...
Talk to online: whomever
? ? ? R A N D O M ? ?
In the morning I am: miserable
I dream about: the weirdest things
Sexual preference: i like boys.
? ? ? W H I C H I S B E T T E R ? ? ?
Coke or Pepsi: diet cherry pepsi
Flowers or candy: daisies or roses--candy makes people fat.
? ? ? W H O ? ? ?
Makes you laugh the most: adam
Makes you smile: eric
Gives you a funny feeling when you talk to him/her: a funny feeling of what sort?
? ? ? D O Y O U E V E R ? ? ?
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: hmm...no, i would im them, and then go to bed.
Save conversations: on occasion...if i have a reason
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: can't say that i ever have
Cry because of something someone has said to you: oh, yes
? ? ? Y O U R T H O U G H T S ? ? ?
I know: that i need to know more spanish linguistics
I want: to be happy
I have: more than i could ever hope for
I wish: a lot of things
I fear: losing people close to me
I hear: music
I search for: love, passion, adventure, knowledge
I wonder: when life gets completely perfect

hmm...

today was an absofuckinglutely gorgeous day! the weather was soooo pretty! i went to spanish, brit lit, lunch, shakespeare, and then i came home and read & studied for a really long time. now i have to write some papers. shoot me, please. but, make sure you do it outside in the pretty.

i miss eric.

school

i hate studying. i have to study. a lot. a whole lot. before friday. death.

monday

today was monday. it rained a lot. no me gusta.
i got 20/20 on my spanish quiz from last wednesday. yay!!!!!!
there was a worm on the sidewalk beside e. moore hall today. he was about 4 feet from the chlorine-scented vent that i so enjoy.
eric, i love you!
i have lots and lots of tests and papers this week....pooey.
thing 1 is smiling at me.

bunny holiday

happy easter!

1 year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

eric and i have been "officially" dating for a year today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love you!

sigh...

*tears* wvu lost.

game

YAY! wvu won!!!=)

let's gooo mountaineers!

Dear Students,
The entire West Virginia University community
shares the excitement about the great success of
our basketball team, and we look forward to the
upcoming game.
As we celebrate our team with pride, let's show the
nation our true Mountaineer spirit. We all want the
spotlight to be focused on our excellent team, and not
on the inappropriate behavior of a few fans.
Treat Morgantown as you would your home after all,
it is. You can be a part of our extraordinarily successful
team by representing them with pride and by celebrating
responsibly. We don't want to see any of our students
facing sanctions (ranging from probation to expulsion)
because of unlawful, destructive behavior. That kind of
"celebrating" doesn't honor our team and could ruin your
college experience or jeopardize your professional career.
Our team is making us proud — let's make them proud.
Let's Go, Mountaineers!
Ken Gray
Vice President for Student Affairs

...gee, looks like we have a nervous administration about this game tonight, people! hehe!

new shoes!!!!!!!

i got some new shoes! they're white and strappy and very springy!!!!!! yay! i love shoes....especially new shoes. i think i'll count how many pairs of shoes i own soon. that will be fun.
*10 minute time lapse*
okay, i did it. there are 23 pairs of shoes in my possession in morgantown. there are a few more in wheeling too...not that many, i don't think. why do i have so many shoes? i didn't think i had that many. i don't need that many. weirdness. but, i like them all!=)

my day.

wvu got some new mulch for the flowerbeds and underneath all of the trees & shrubs. it's pretty, but it smells kinda weird.
spanish linguistics is tough--i'm stuggling. sigh.
i miss eric.
why are there small metal shards all over the sidewalk in front of woodburn hall? they've been there for 2 days now.
i wore sweatpants to my last class today. it was the very first time this year! but, they were cute and sooooo comfortable! i was really dressed up for my morning classes though, so it's okay.
i got a wisconsin quarter today. it has a cow and some cheese on it...hahaha!
i like diamonds a lot...actually, i tend to likely sparkly things in general.lol
i played dress-up with lots of my clothes tonight. it was fun!=) i need some white spring shoes...strappy, cute ones!
i have a spanish quizy-poo tomorrow morning.
american idol is airing later!=)
i met a wvu eberly college of arts & sciences associate dean today. his name was nicholas evans (look him up--he's important...and i know him!).
i like to drink everything out of a glass--real glass. with a straw. water is my favourite. i haven't drunk any soda in 3 weeks. yay!
i want to go to london reeeeeeally badly!!!!!!
a girl handed me a flyer today and said with a huge smile, "next week is JESUS WEEK!!!!!!!!" it was somewhat humorous.
easter is soon!=)
i need to do laundry.
andy and i heard crickets during math class today. why? i think it's a hint that we might already know how to find the area of a square...
john stevens' cd, "red", comes out on april 26th. be thrilled! hehe.
i saw smudgie today for the first time in a long time. he was well.

summer lovin'

i wish it was summer! today was the second day of spring. and, it was cold...sigh. while sitting in class, i was suddenly struck with a few summery thoughts.
things that i really want to do:
1-take a walk at night with someone
2-go to the zoo, then have a picnic
3-play mini-golf at foggy bottom
4-go swimming
5-ride on a boat...one that floats...no bill rich, lol
6-go to the beach!!!!!!!!!!!=)
7-fireworks!!!!!!!
8-work daycamp
9-be warm!
and, just six more weeks of class until it's sumertiiiiiiiime! woohoo for summer! and, for wheeling! really.

yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Your Icecream Flavour is...Neopolitan!

You aren't satisfied with just one flavor. They say variety is the spice of life and this shines through in your Ice cream of choice! Just don't eat all the chocolate and leave the strawberry and vanilla behind!

un hombre misterioso!

i ate a fortune cookie today! i've never eaten a fortune cookie before. really. anyway, my fortune said, "ignorance never settles a question." yay! but, isn't that just common sense? well, i've come to the conclusion that nothing is common sense anymore.lol
today is the first day of spring!!!!!!!=) ...too bad it's not very springy outside.
no me gusta mi composición de español. pero la frase segundo esta bien: "Martín era un hombre alto y misterioso con una nariz grande." un hombre misterioso!!!!!! ...y una nariz grande! hehe.

yay!!!!!

hooray for wvu basketball tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i've never watched basketball for as long as i did tonight (almost an hour!), but the game was exciting! double overtime...and, wvu won!!!!!!! sorry, wake forest....wvu is better!!!! 111/105! i'm glad they won; i don't like basketball very much and would have been mad if i'd wasted that hour of my life on a wvu loss.lol

my tale...

when i was little, i always wanted a tail. yes, a tail...?!?!?! anyway, my mom made me my very own tail when i was about 2 years old. it was made of a whole bunch of brightly coloured yarn that was braided together. i could tie my tail to my belt loop in the back or, when i had no belt loops, i simply tucked it into the back of my pants. what a creative mother i have....and, what a weird child i was!
happy st. patricks day just 8.5 hours too late. oh well, you'll live.
i'm at bethany in eric's room right now...woohoo! he's in a class. i'm not. you know what? my very favourite thing about that boy is just about everything about him! how corny is that? i never thought that i would feel this way about somebody...and, i do. being mutually in love with someone is the best feeling in the world. anything less...just sucks.

eVeRyThInG!!!!!

i wish i knew everything.

"i love you"...???

"to love at all is to be vulnerable. love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken"
~c.s. lewis
interestingly enough, i do agree with mr. lewis in the above statement. love isn't always rainbows & butterflies, but it's not always broken hearts & moonpies. it's a compilation. i wrote a research paper on love last semester; it was supposed to be on an undefinable emotion. love was, indeed, a good choice! it was a hard paper to write. why do we love? we have to, but why? it's fun. but, it also makes us vulnerable--not a feeling that so many of us enjoy. unrequited love is the most common cause of suicide (info compliments of that english paper!). strange. why do so many couples get weirded out because one person says, "i love you" and the other one doesn't. rory & dean just broke up because of that! ("gilmore girls"....and, yes, you may all stop reading this now, haha) hmm. anyway, it's nice when both people say "i love you" often enough--not just one person saying it all of the time. remember in middle school when you would draw "i <3>insert some boy's name here" all over your notebooks? then, they all had to be scratched out a few weeks later and changed to a new love interest...haha. okay, i have no point here, and i've probably just put lots of ideas into people's heads that are completely not true. if this blog made you think anything different about me...don't think it; it's probably not true!lol
it's a very nice day out today!!!!!!!!!!=)

dreams...?!?!?!?!

last night, i couldn't fall asleep. after about 2 hours of tossing & turning (i really was tired!), i fell asleep. but, i woke up about 7 times between the hours of 2am and 6am. every time that i woke up, i could remember the dream that i had been having...here are some dream snippets for you all to analize for me. yay!
1. i was with my family in the house that we rent for a week every summer at the lake. everything was normal; we were eating breakfast. but, we had a slight addition to our family--uncle jessie, aunt becky, and the twins were there! ("full house", people...) the twins were in trouble for doing something really bad (i didn't know what they had done), and they had to sit in the basement?! but, they were scared to go into the basement because timmy had told them that there were lots of dead cats down there. my mom yelled at him for telling little kids that, and he took her downstairs to show her that there really were lots of dead, rotting cats down there.
2. eric and i were in a little town that was being plagued by numerous murders daily. i was scared that we were going to be killed. somehow (don't know how...), i realized that eric was the killer! (thoughts now: wtf?!?!?!) when he found out that i knew it was him, he had to kill me too. he took me into this little room, and i was scared. he showed me how he normally strangled the victims, but it didn't work on me. and, when he didn't do it again, i realized that he didn't REALLY want to kill me--but, he had to because i knew. we played cards?!?! after that, he told me that he had to poison me; i said that it wasn't fair. the poison was in little tablets that looked exactly like my vitamins. i took 1 vitamin and 1 poison tablet and told him that we would each take one. one of us would die, and one would live--but, we wouldn't know until it happened. he got the glasses of water, and we each took one. i remember thinking that i was stupid for really shaking them up; i should've kept the vitamin for myself! anyway, we sat for a long, long time talking--waiting for one of us to die. neither of us did....and, i woke up. i was really, really scared when i woke up!
3. i was at wvu, and trying to get from dadisman hall to a train station (about where the lutheran chapel is). but, there were thousands of people, and i wouldn't get through the street at all. there were tons of people, smelly food stands, and stupid little carnival rides everywhere. i kept having to backtrack every time that i made any progress. finally, a chubby little boy came and told me that he could get me there before my train left. we were running for a really long time (much longer than university ave. really is, i believe!), and it was REALLY hot outisde. we had to climb a bunch of rope ladders too....??? anyway, when we were almost there, i realized that i had lost my purse somewhere in the crowd. i started going nuts because it had my cell phone and everything that i need every day in it! the little boy told me that i'd never find it (definately right!), and that we had to keep moving. we FINALLY made it to the train stations just as our train was pulling out. we jumped on it (picture a train like the oglebay park train...), and went somewhere. i can't remember where we were going now. sigh. but, i was to get my purse and everything back when we got there!

a few thoughts

the weather is nicer than i was expecting. it could still stand to be raised about 40 degrees.
i really like my new black flip flops...too bad it's been too cold to wear them for the last 5 months that they have been in my possession. anyway, they're way cute and have beads on them.
markoolio.
i conversed with my blob last night. it is happy.
my brothers are weird. and, they grew a lot.
i wish i was british.
i want my very own tiffany & co. store and all that it entails.
me gusta las palabras "el chicle".
i'm reading "pride & prejudice" over break. i plan to finish within the next few days; it's really a good book--much better than i thought the first time i started it.

people...

i'm getting the keen sense that a charisma transplant would do many people in this world a lot of good!

covered bridge festival

one time when i was little, my grandma took me to a covered bridge festival. i didn't really want to go because i thought it would be lots of old people. but, when we got there, there were lots of people and different things to do--it was sorta like a little fair. and, there was a nice covered bridge. we looked at lots of exhibits, then it started raining. we went into a big barn-like building and ate some food. i had nachos and cheese and she had a hotdog, then we shared a funnel cake. it smelled weird, so we went downstairs and watched some people square-dancing. then, it stopped raining, so we went back outside. there were lots of animals to pet. i liked the rabbits the best. i always wanted a rabbit when i was little. i never got one.

i'm mousse

this morning, i took a quiz that informed me that i am chocolate mousse--not a s'more or an oatmeal cookie. i suppose i rather enjoy the prospect of being chocolate mousse; s'mores are messy, and oatmeal cookies are a bit plain. i do think that i like the taste oatmeal cookies better than the taste chocolate mousse though. i don't like s'mores very well. oh well, chocolate mousse has a nice sophisticated aura about it (which i obviously possess...lol).

rhapsody

every time i go to my church, i decide that i really like it. so, this morning, i went to church...and i liked it. yay! there are lots of nice people there. and, there are lots of old ladies who love me, haha. i'm not so sure that i like this pastor as much as i did/probably should, but that's life. i'm not there very often, so i can't complain. i don't particularly dislike him--i just liked the old one a whole lot better. the chuch was calmer. they rebuilt my sanctuary stage recently. it's interesting. i don't like it or dislike it yet. it's just there. different--but, there.
eric and i went to lunch today=) i missed him so much this week! but, now he's back...he has school and i have none, so hah! he's sunburned, and i'm...not. he didn't bring the 85 degree weather back with him(c'mon, eric...), but that's life, i suppose.
i took a 3 hour nap this afternoon. i hate taking naps. but, i was tired and had nothing better to do. i had a really nice dream! in it, i was at home (wheeling), but it wasn't exactly my house. it was my house, but everything was really new like it had just been built. and, our brand-new house (apparently modeled after the old one, haha) was on a hill with lots of other new houses. the irrigation system up here was really cool (not sure why i dreamed about that), but i won't bore you with those details. we lived kinda by oglebay, but i could also see woodburn hall...so it was a mix of oglebay and wvu. wvu could be a nice place without morgantown, haha. anyway, it was the 4th of july and we were having a bbq in the backyard. my entire extended family was there, and we were swimming and eating and stuff. then, they set off fireworks somewhere close by. we had an awesome view of them from the backyard. eric was there too=) it made me really happy!
i think maybe i'll write my spanish paper tomorrow. but, then i will have nothing to do for the rest of the week.lol we shall see...
the fuzz is awfully fuzzy today. i like it.

intrigue

today i...
~went to the bank.
~got my hair cut (love it!!!).
~went to a new store at the mall.
~got a new pair of jeans at the new store.
~went to cabelas.
~found jasper's entire extended family (in cabelas!).
~came home.
~watched "ladder 49" with the brothers.
~brushed the fuzz.
~talked to eric for the first time in a week.
~read a magazine.
~talked to eric for the second time in a week.
~ate some really good macaroni & cheese.
~blogged.
yes, in that order....and, that's most of what i did today. coocoocachoo! i think i'll go shower now. tahtah, bloggies.

woo. hoo.

okay, i've got a break...now i need some springtime.

only at wvu...

haha, here is the last paragraph of the email that was mailed to the entire wvu campus by our vice-president:

When you know you've had enough alcohol,
fun, and sun, please be smart and make wise
choices. We want you to know that we care
about you and look forward to seeing you come
back to campus refreshed and ready to complete
the spring semester. Enjoy your break and return
safely with memories you will fondly recall for a
lifetime.
Sincerely,
Ken Gray
Vice President for Student Affairs

me gusta el agua

594~3288<---call that number. it belongs to the home phone of the overly-noisy man who was standing in the pleasant street parking garage screaming into his mobile this afternoon. here is a snippet of the resounding conversation that greeted me as i entered this afternoon, "YES, YES....LET ME GIVE YOU BOTH OF MY PHONE NUMBERS!!!!!! OKAY, HERE'S MY HOME NUMBER: 594~3288...." after that, i was concentrating on remembering the number to post in here, so i didn't get the digits on the beloved cellular. anyway, i've decided that anyone who is that loud and obnoxious in a public place (especially one who is broadcasting his telephone number) deserves to have it listed in my blog. please prank call him or something. thank you.
i seriously considered skipping spanish linguistics this afternoon. but, i didn't. i should have. i was really tired, and the only reason that i went was because it was the last class before break, and i have only missed each of my classes one time. so, i went. i was utterly mortified when i got there. classes began with a lecture on the contrasts between english and spanish parts of speech. okay, life is good--i even took notes in pink ink today!=) then, he started going around the room. shit. i didn't understand what we were doing! i hate spanish. and, as i had prayed he wouldn't, he eventually got to me. "tiffany, what is question 27?" well, i knew what question 27 was...but i had no clue as to what the answer may entail. okay, concentration....sentence: "me acoste temprano anoche." question i must answer: "is the 'se' a true reflexive, a reciprocal, a causative, a middle voice, a meaning-changing, an inchoative, an attributive, a locative, an impersonal, a lexical, or an inherent?" well, i stared at it for a minute. he asked me if i knew what it meant. of course i knew what it meant...i still didn't know what the purpose of the "se" was though! nobody else in the class had missed a question yet...well, i missed it. i guess i didn't really MISS it; i just had no answer. by the way, the "se" in that sentence is a middle voice. oh, and after i missed that, he moved on to some other native english speakers in the class....every one of them missed their questions too. i guess i didn't feel so bad after that. nevertheless, i was still embarressed at the time.
i'm sick of not being able to talk to eric!

dicarlos pizza

i want some dicarlo's pizza. now. i miss it. i haven't had any dicarlo's since my birthday evening, believe it or not. now, think about this--today is march 10th; my birthday was december 30th. i have not eaten a bite of dicarlo's pizza in 70 days....omg, 70 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i had no idea that it had been that long...gosh, no wonder i'm going into dicarlo's withdrawal!!!!!!!
dicarlo's is nothing like any other pizza. it is baked in immense square trays consisting of 16 slices per tray; it is sold both by the tray and by the slice. the baking procedure of dicarlo’s pizza goes something like this: the dough is baked in several different ovens (of varying degrees), resulting in a very crisp bottom crust layer with a tender (not so thick, not so thin) top layer. the corner slices are specially valued because of the outside crust’s consistency (closely resembling ciabatta bread). prior to the last baking, sauce is applied to the crust and heated; it does not soak the crust, but instead remains a very divergent layer. the sauced crust is then removed from the oven, sliced, and put into a box. copious amounts of cheese that has been ground to the consistency of rice is dumped on top, and pepperoni slices are added. the box’s cover is slammed shut--intense heat inside the box steams the cheese and pepperoni, causing the cheese to become very stringy, with the pepperoni just tender and not baked. the FAVORED way to eat this pizza is to pay for it, rush out to the car (loaded with napkins and soda), and chomp some down before even leaving the parking lot.
wow! that was a nice, orgasmic description. i'm going to wheeling tomorrow night; i can get my dicarlo's fix...yay!!!!!!! the elm grove dicarlo's is 5 minutes away from my house with no traffic (about 15 with the regular kruger street traffic, lol). how have i lived this long without it?!?!?!

i want a hallmark!

"there's a time in your life when you feel happy--of course, you're not really feeling happy; you've just become too numb from your hellish life to feel the pain." haha.
i don't like relish.
i like "ladder 49" a lot. i also like eric's grandma's banana bread a lot...=) i want to make some banana bread. i like baking stuff. i think maybe i'll start a recipe collection soon. yea, i need to do that.
i have a math test tomorrow. maybe i should study. let's see....i can reduce fractions, factor numbers, count up fibonicci's sequence, and figure out mod 1, mod 2, mod 3, and all of the other mods. gee, i don't think i'll study--yay! and, this means that i don't have to get up until 8:30. snaps for me getting to sleep for an extra hour & a half!=)
i miss eric. he's in the dominican republic with a giant prison riot, gorgeous weather, sandy beaches, crystal-clear water, and his spanish teacher.
i wish i owned a hallmark store. i'll work there. i think that i would love to work in a hallmark. ...i'll drop out of school and work in a hallmark for the rest of my life. that would make me happy. really! maybe i'll work evenings at pat's hallmark in the grove this summer.
i'm sick of morgantown. maybe i'll just move home and work at pat's hallmark forever. and daycamp. i like daycamp--it's the best "job" ever!
1 test and 3 more classes until spring break!!!!!

anybody reading????

does anybody actually read this thing on a regular basis? i know i do....but, i'm also the one who enjoys spurting out random bits of information from her head and posting them online. anyway, i was just wondering who reads it. leave a comment if you read this! and, lucky you! you're all getting lots and lots of randomness this week because i have nobody to spout it all off to.lol so, just imagine--all of the stupid things that i'm posting about (and that you're reading about!), are normally the things that i'm babbling about to my boyfriend all day. haha, i suppose that he's enjoying his week off and won't even read all of this. oh well. eric, if you read this, you have to leave a comment too!!! now, for the good stuff...
i absolutely love walking up the sidewalk between armstong hall and e. moore hall toward the mountain lair. there is a swimming pool somewhere in e. moore hall, and the vent points toward that sidewalk emitting chlorine fumes. i love it! scent is the strongest scent tied to memory. therefore, every snowy, -10 degree stroll up that sidewalk reminds me of summertime! i think about my swimming pool in my yard, laying out on the deck, working daycamp and playing in the kiddie pool for $5+/hour, and just plain living out the summers in wheeling. my skin takes on the permanent smell of chlorine every year from june through august--even after i shower. admittedly, it took a little bit of getting used to a few years ago, but now i like it. i love summer! and, i love walking up that sidewalk!!!
now, considering the fact that it's not summer: here are my wintery doldrums for the day. has the west virginia junior college never heard of salt?! every wvu sidewalk was completely cleared by yesterday morning. every morgantown sidewalk was cleared by yesterday afternoon. even the southpark sidewalks had been cleared for the most part by this morning. and, the west virginia junior college is still covered with 2 inches of ice/snow. the place is 10 feet from the wvu main campus! clear your damn sidewalk!
i went to my advisor today and got my pin number for scheduling. yay! i had no appointment, and his paper was full. so, i sat outside the door for 15 minutes while he helped someone else. then, i told him that i had no appointment and asked for one (a fast one!). he obliged. moron. i had to talk to the english advisor that i swore i never would see, but oh well. he got the job done, despite his fluttery hands, wispy hair, and adhd attitude. anyway, we talked and he kept it short, so it was all good.

randomness. again.

i just finished writing a 4 page paper for british literature. i'm seriously considering scrapping the entire thing and rewriting it (it's not that late, and it only has to be 2 pages). blah. it's not THAT bad, but it's not my best work. i want an a. i have an a in the class, but i want an a on everything. anyway, we'll see about that in a little while.
today was a boring day. it was about the shittiest weather i've seen in a few months--horrible to walk outside in. and, i walked downtown and back 2x for classes. even smudgie thought it was awful out.
so, i've been entertaining a ridiculously absurd idea all day. it's not completely off the wall, but...it's not for me. and, i want to do it. but, i don't. anyway, i took some moves to actually do it...i don't think i'll go through with it though. it'd be nice. sorta.
hertfordshire!
i need to go see my advisor tomorrow. or thursday. or friday. preferably tomorrow.
today was international women's day. ...but, nobody wore pink or gave me any money or anything! ...that all seemed kinda pointless to me.
"ladder 49" came out today! yay! good movie! eric and i have a "ladder 49" date if he ever comes back to this continent....
i cleaned the kitchen earlier. and, i cleaned jasper--he didn't even jump out of the bowl today! he's getting better, but he's still a very unruly fish...ugly little thing too.
i miss eric. i want to talk to him. i miss telling him all of the stupid little things that i did all day. and, i miss hearing everything that he's been doing. and, i miss having lots of fun messages to come back to on instant messager when i come back from being away. and, i miss talking to him when i wake up. and, i miss talking to him before i go to sleep. and, it's only been 2 days. am i completely pitiful?

inside my brain

here is a summary of my thoughts this morning as i trudged through the 2 inches of snow on this blustery morning to go to math class:
"god damn fuck ass shit! i hate snow! ice ahead--don't fall over; you'll look like an idiot...don't fall, don't fall, don't fall, don't fall, don't fall, don't fall. hmm, this isn't even slippery. damnit. snow is blowing into my eyes. fuck. i can't see anything. ass. now my eyes are watering. shit. i can't look up because i can't see anything if i do. my ears are cold. i hate snow. i hate snow. i hate snow. snow is pretty. but, i hate it anyway. i hate snow. i hate snow. i hate snow. i hate snow. fuck, fuck, fuck. coldness. the bridge is really icy. why doesn't anyone ever clear the bridge. it doesn't even look like people have walked on this thing yet. nobody else is going to class. why am i going to class? because we have 4 prs questions in lecture today. prs is stupid. but, it makes me go to class. damn snow. i still can't see a thing. gee, the creek is really high today. i hope the bridge doesn't fall. there are only 2 of us walking on it right now. if the bridge falls, my fingers would be too cold to hold on to the fence. why do i think about this every day? it would be a dramatic way to die. do i want to die? nah. stupid snow. i'm cold. why is it so windy? i hate cold. wow, a fat lady is crossing the street. damn, she's fat. i'll bet she's not cold. i think i'll walk through the parking garage because it won't be windy and i'll be able to see. it's slippery in here. i hope there's nobody under a car waiting to murder me as i walk past. hmm, there are lots of men shoveling over there. HI SMUDGIE!!!!! why are there so many city maintenance men shoveling the walk here? the roads aren't even plowed yet! the snow is blowing in my eyes again. i'm crying again. i hate the winter. but, this coat is cute. and, i like this hat. but, it leaves marks on my forehead. coldness. death. hey, there's a guy shoveling the church sidewalk. i'll bet he's a nice church man. i'll say hi to him. (says hi to nice church man) yay! he was a nice church man. hmm, i should cross the street here. i can't see if any cars are coming. wait, no cars are out because the roads are terrible. i'll just walk. whew, i made it. hmm, this sidewalk is icier than the one on the other side of the street. fucking snow. stop blowing in my eyes!!!! hey, someone else is walking to class! i'm almost downtown, and this is the first other person i've seen. ass. well, high street was easy to cross. that's unusual. fuck. i'll walk up the alley between the church and the library--it won't be as windy. hmm, it's still windy here. i want some coffee. do i have time? oh well, i'm getting it anyway. maybe i'll be late. hah. (enters back door of mountain lair) hmm, there's nobody in here. why do the janitors have to talk to loudly? why is that fat old man sitting in here with his laptop at 8:30 am? the line for coffee is short because nobody is out! yay! i want french vanilla. no, i want irish cream. no, french vanilla. no, irish cream. (orders an irish cream) hmm, she filled this cup very full. it will get on my lid and be ugly. pooey. (leaves montain lair via the front door) hmm, there isn't anyone out here. whoa, they're still clearing the sidewalks! wvu maintenance men, why are you so late?! that snow plowing tractor thing is cool. i want one. hmm, a real snow plow just almost ran over me. maybe i should look before i cross the street more often. that was the first snow plow i've seen. i hope the steps aren't icy. okay, they're not. i'm glad that wvu uses green salt for the sidewalks; it's very springy. my legs are cold. there's armstrong hall. get out of my way! i hate this step."
and, that is what i thought about on the way to school this morning. that's pretty much what i think about most days. love it.

new clothes!!!!!!!

today was an absolutely gorgeous day!!!! it was 60 degrees outside and breezy. i love 60 degrees and breezy! plus, i got to wear a summery shirt that i've never had the opportunity to wear before (i bought it in january!), and my pink jacket! i really like the pink jacket....and, i got several compliments on it throughout the day!=)
after school, it rained. so, of course, dani and i decided to go shopping. we bought summery clothes...yay!!!! i bought the cutest blue dress on the face of the earth!!!! and, i bought a really nice white shirt, and a really cute pink shirt! then, i bought a new bathing suit; it's striped (darker than my other one!), and cute! i also bought a new light (guess....) pink purse! it's very chic and summery! lastly, dani and i bought matching beach bags!!!! they're hot pink and have pineapples on the outsides! hehe, they're fun!
i miss eric. he's on a beach. it's hot. no fair. i want to talk to him. really badly. 7 days is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too long=(

a whole week?!?!?

this weekend was a lot of fun!=) eric came down friday night; i cooked him supper, then we went out & about morgantown for a little while. we went to target--eric had NEVER been there before!!!!!!!! anyway, we remedied that.lol on saturday, we went down to elkins and visited eric's grandma. it was fun...and, she likes to cook. a lot. hehe. sunday, we went and got eric's hair cut. he's so cute! the rest of the day, we just hung around the house. but, it was fun because i was with my favorite person!!!!=)
eric just left my house for the airport. he's going to the dominican republic with his spanish club for a week. i'm happy for him because he's really excited, and it should be a lot of fun for him. he will also be in 90 degree weather at the beach all week...while i'm here in the cold snow going to classes.....hmm. now, not being able to see eric 5 days out of the week is bad enough...but, we survive with a phone and instant messaging. now, i don't even get to talk to him for 7 whole days!!!!! i've never not talked to him for this long before--i think the longest we've gone was 3 days last summer when he was in mexico. 7 days is a long time. we always talk on the phone every single night before we go sleep. i'll miss him. really bad.=(
i miss him already.

ZZZzzz....

today is 3/3. yay. 3/3 was boring. actually, it wasn't that bad. nothing out of the ordinary happened--which constitutes a fairly boring day for me. i had all sorts of random things to blog about earlier, but i for most of them now...and, i'm too lazy to actually write about the ones that i remember.
i cleaned my bathroom tonight. it was disgusting...but, it's clean now=) i also mopped my black & white checkered kitchen floor...happies!!!! i just finished writing a spanish composition. i still hate spanish. but, i know the imperfect & preterite now(and, when to use each!!!!!!!!)...no thanks to spanish class on wednesday, but thanks to spanish linguistics a few weeks ago!=)
thing 1 is smiling. i think he had a rather good day today; i'm glad for him. smudgie was doing well today as well. i walked past him 3 times. he was cold once. i'm going to shower now.

m&m song!

chocolate is better in colourrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

smudgie...=)

i walked past smudgie on the way home again today. i always walk past smudgie, i always look at him, he always makes me happy--but i don't usually laugh! i don't laugh out loud anyway! well, today, smudgie made me laugh for one reason or another. and, of course, just as i rounded the corner, there was a guy walking toward me. he didn't know what i was laughing at--i guess if he knew that i was laughing at a paint smudge, he would have thought that i was nuts. oh well.lol

awww!!!!!!!

here's a picture of eric and i from this past weekend!!!!!!!!=)