randomness. again.

i just finished writing a 4 page paper for british literature. i'm seriously considering scrapping the entire thing and rewriting it (it's not that late, and it only has to be 2 pages). blah. it's not THAT bad, but it's not my best work. i want an a. i have an a in the class, but i want an a on everything. anyway, we'll see about that in a little while.
today was a boring day. it was about the shittiest weather i've seen in a few months--horrible to walk outside in. and, i walked downtown and back 2x for classes. even smudgie thought it was awful out.
so, i've been entertaining a ridiculously absurd idea all day. it's not completely off the wall, but...it's not for me. and, i want to do it. but, i don't. anyway, i took some moves to actually do it...i don't think i'll go through with it though. it'd be nice. sorta.
hertfordshire!
i need to go see my advisor tomorrow. or thursday. or friday. preferably tomorrow.
today was international women's day. ...but, nobody wore pink or gave me any money or anything! ...that all seemed kinda pointless to me.
"ladder 49" came out today! yay! good movie! eric and i have a "ladder 49" date if he ever comes back to this continent....
i cleaned the kitchen earlier. and, i cleaned jasper--he didn't even jump out of the bowl today! he's getting better, but he's still a very unruly fish...ugly little thing too.
i miss eric. i want to talk to him. i miss telling him all of the stupid little things that i did all day. and, i miss hearing everything that he's been doing. and, i miss having lots of fun messages to come back to on instant messager when i come back from being away. and, i miss talking to him when i wake up. and, i miss talking to him before i go to sleep. and, it's only been 2 days. am i completely pitiful?