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here's a nice and depressing entry for you:
my throat hurts really badly. i'm sad. finals week makes me angry--i'm too stupid to take my finals right now. but, i can't study. i'm lonely. and, i'm sorta peeved.
i want so many things, but i can't have them. yeeeea....but, to top it all off, i don't really know what i want anymore! i thought i knew exactly what i wanted (the basics, anyway!), but now...i don't know. what is wrong with me?!
i'm alive.
i'm bored.
i'm creative.
i'm dreamy.
i'm earnest.
i'm focused.
i'm giddy.
i'm hopeful.
i'm impatient.
i'm jealous.
i'm keen.
i'm lovesick.
i'm mellow.
i'm naive.
i'm open.
i'm peaceful.
i'm quaint.
i'm reflective.
i'm sleepy.
i'm smitten.
i'm troubled.
i'm unique.
i'm visionary.
i'm wistful.
i'm not x.
i'm young.
i'm zealous.
now i'm going to go lay in my bed...i, most likely, will not be sleeping, so feel free to call me up to chat or something. umm...nobody will, which will be good bc then i might get bored and fall asleep! and, my throat hurts!!!!!!!!! (i ought not talk all night) death.