ugh...

so, guess who cant sleep again?! (the correct answer there was me!!!) what the fuck is wrong with me???? i was up early sunday, i didnt sleep for most of last night, and, apparently, im not sleeping again tonight! i havent been tired though...maybe i slept too much over break, so i dont have to for a while:) it would be cool if i never had to sleep like this; i could get so much more done!lol but, im afraid that its gonna catch up with me sometime. like maybe tomorrow when im ready to give that speech--ill get giant black circles under my eyes, forget all of my information, and, if im lucky, pass out so she doesnt make me go! sigh. i dont wanna talk in front of the class. i HATE talking in front of people. theyll all look at me. and listen to me. i dont like that; im going to do something dumb and look stupid. well, the semesters almost over, and, after tomrrow, i wont have anything to do for the class, ill just never go again if i look too stupid.
hmm...i need some new eyeliner. didnt i just buy new eyeliner? i think so. someone sucked it out or something. anyway, maybe ill go buy that tomorrow after my speech. itll cheer me up and give me something to look forward to:) ugh, i wont have any eyeliner to wear while im giving the presentation though. ill look weird. sigh. i looked so gross today. and, scary guys still stared at me while i was walking...helloooo, scary guys! i looked like shit today, why were you looking at me?!?! this is why i hate morgantown. every single time i walk to class, a bunch of scary guys (of just about every age...up to about 89) check me out. im not being cocky; im saying that most of the male population of morgantown (the natives, anyway) have no taste, nor class. if a girl has boobs and an ass, theyll stare. notice, all girls tend to have boobs and an ass... im rambling. im sorry. no, im not! this is my blog, and i can ramble as much as i want! if you dont wanna hear it, quit reading! i doubt that too many people honestly read everything that i write anyway. just in case they do, im switching to my other blog now...the one that none of you know the url to!!!!!!!:P