going insane....

well, its monday again. i dont like mondays. and today was worse than normal. i went to logic, and we got our tests back--enough said. and i studied my ass off for that damn thing!!! ugh. it made me want to cry. and im not telling you what my grade was.lol after that, i went to american lit, and we watched a movie. that was weird; ive never watched a movie in a wvu class before. anyway, it was in black & white, and it made me very sleepy. then, i went to spanish, and i was too tired to think. that was okay though, because we dont think much in that class. today we looked at little colourful pictures of a girl getting married. we talked about how were going to graduate, get jobs, get married, have kids...you know, things that we can talk about in the future tense. i like the future tense. its easy and ar, er, & ir verbs are all the same!!! anyway, spanish went fast, for once! and, i went to lunch with adam. i ate some chicken, then i was full so he ate my salad. then, i went home. i did nothing tonight. i was too depressed to do any work, because the logic test made me feel stupid. ...good thing i didnt have any homework that i HAD to do. well, i thought i did, but after i decided that i wasnt going to do it, i realized that its due thursday. that was nice. im bored. i think im going insane. and im developing a mental disorder. same thing? ...maybe. it happens. heres the only thing that cheered me up tonight; a story about rich beavers: http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/6494941/?GT1=5809 and eric. eric makes me very happy:) but, i miss him a whole lot:( sigh.