bully.

my life is in shambles. not really, but almost. i'm hurting. randomly, i have an inner ear infection. it HURTS. really, i don't remember the last time i was in this much pain. it's just half of my head throbbing and feeling like it's going to explode. i used to get swimmer's ear when i was little, but i don't think i've ever had a real ear infection. and, i don't recommend it. PAIN. i'm continuously shaking a little because it hurts so badly. and that's with the drugs. OUCH. help me...?
the best part of this horrid thing is that eric just left to go be a counselor at his church camp for the week. so i'm in this alone. i've got amoxicillin, aleve, tylenol, and a ton of pain.
oh, and the cherry on top: i had to work all day today. on a SATURDAY. at SEVEN AM. i don't work saturdays, and i definately don't work seven am's. anyway, today was preview day for incoming freshmen. it was loads of fun to be out the insane heat while smiling away and chatting about bethany...with exactly one half of my entire head throbbing in pain. lovely. send care packages. or something.