thought.

am i an actual senior now?! already? again? hmm. how weird. by this time next year, i will be finished with my undergraduate degree. what then? graduate school, i suppose. perhaps a job. i could just move to london. i love london.
it feels like i just finished my senior year of high school. that was a fun year. then i went to wvu. that was a fun time too. eric and i have been dating for a very super long time now. it just seems like everything just happened. college is almost over!! i can't be a grown up already. on the other hand, i feel like i actually know what i want to do for a career--for the first time in my life. that's a start.
the challenge of having my very own whole entire life used to be a little bit scary, but i'm learning that everything always falls into place just in time. middle school. high school. college. eric. other college. europe. i've always worried about my life, but i'm more secure about it right now than i've been in a long time. everything is good--like, long-term good right now. i like it. i feel old though. i suppose getting old isn't so bad; it's better than i thought it would be...